Being fat is my shield, it lets me hide behind it. My suit of armour protects me from rejection and failure. Underneath it all, it isnt the shield I believe it to be, its really a double edged sword that hurts me.
An outsider would see these grandiose gestures I make towards making my big dreams a reality but I know the truth. I try enough to satisfy that Im pushing myself but never those extra few necessary steps to achieve what I want most. Its the excuse always ready to step in so I dont have try, dont have to follow my dreams, dont have to live life, dont have to love.
There is a whole emotional side to being overweight which Ive always known about myself, me being in the way of me, which I need to conquer. This is my greatest battle.
You can Do it! Have fun getting super sexy!!!
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